Christmas in June?

So today in church I had a random thought that I really wished it was Christmas time. I started thinking about past Christmas's and family traditions and what not. One of my favorite things to do on Christmas Eve is go to the midnight church service. There is a lot of singing and I see so many people from my community worshipping together and warms my heart (yes, yes I know that sounds corny!). I love that I get to go with loved ones as well. The first couple times my mom went with me, then this past year Ryan went with me. Perhaps I should start a Christmas countdown! I just don't think it will come fast enough!
I'm baby-sitting tonight. The parents finally gave in to the "cry it out" theory of putting their baby to sleep. I'm quite excited about this as I've been basically doing it for the past couple weeks out of exasperation anyway. Now at least I don't have to feel guilty or nervous about getting caught! I think they will be glad they did it because when I let him cry it out during the day he takes MUCH better naps.
I'm starting to get a little nervous about the inevitable situation of seeing Bill again. I hate it when things are awkward! I kind of hope I don't see him until Kaci and Scott's wedding because at least then there will be lots of people there! For those of you that don't know the current situation, we had been emailing back and forth, but then he sent me a text message that said "GOODBYE" in all caps. I took this as he didn't want to talk to me anymore. It makes me sad because I thought we'd at least be able to be friends that could chit chat at parties and what not without awkwardness. Apparently not. And I really hate leaving it like this, but I don't feel like contacting him will help my situation. I guess I'll just chalk it up to a lesson learned.
Coming up rather quickly is another trip to Iowa. This time I'm roadtripping with Emily, Cristina and possibly Katie to go to Jaclyn's wedding. It will be a short trip, but I'll take any trips to Iowa I can get! I need to get on the ball and figure out what I'm going to get Jac and Caleb. I have a rock that I randomly put in their bed (long story) that I'm going to paint, maybe some stamps and I need something else.
It's hard to believe that in less than a week it will be July. The summer as usual is flying by. Then it will be my LAST year of classes. Can't wait for that! I would love to be a career students, but at the same time I'm ready to start making money and settling down.
I think those are all of my random thoughts currently. Sorry for the randomness, but I write them as I come!