Complicated

It has been brought to my attention that I haven't updated in a while. Things have been super crazy around here between moving, company, working, etc. The new house is growing on me. There are still some kinks to work out, but I think I'll enjoy it. Lucy LOVES the backyard, so I suppose that's good enough for me.
I realized now why I don't update that often. I can't ever think of anything to say when I sit down to do it. What is going on in my life that is essential to tell everyone?
I have been talking to Bill a lot this week. I miss him. I can't decide if I miss actually dating him, but I do miss spending time with him. I have no regrets about the decision I made because it was what I needed at the time. Sometimes I do wonder what it might be like though. Either way I've made my bed and now I will lie in it.
School starts in a week. Scary. Two more semesters. I might actually have to enter the real world soon! Part of me hope this year goes fast, part of me hopes it takes its time. I'm sure it will fly by as school always seems to do.
I talked to my step-sister today. I wish I got to see her more often. When I think about it, I really only see her and her family like 3 or 4 times a year it seems. Well, being out here it seems like it anyway. Part of the reason I can't ever decide where I want to end up. Can I really be far from home? Oh life. Why must you be so complicated?