So There You Go

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Here is a picture of said trouble-maker!

I know, I know...It's been a while!

Well, I feel like a new mother. I haven't gotten an uninterupted night of sleep since I got Lucy. It is getting better though. She is finally starting to figure out this potty training thing. I am beginning to think she is stubborn though as opposed to just not knowing. Yesterday she took herself to the bathroom all afternoon and evening. Now this morning it is like she is just refusing. Hopefully that goes away soon!
I am job hunting currently, something I don't really enjoy, of course who does? I interviewed with a family last night and I think it went well, but I won't know for sure for a few days. I need to tell the family I baby-sit for now if I'll be able to watch them on Fridays or not. I'm so torn! I hate stringing them along, but I need to make sure I'm working enough and making enough money! Perhaps I'll talk to her today and see how much time I have.
I keep having dreams that end up with me waking up crying. I don't like it. The other night I dreamed that my grandma died. It was really sad. I woke up and couldn't remember for a second if she was still alive or not. I hate that feeling! Then I remembered that I'm not grandparentless yet. Very coincidentally she called me that morning, which is crazy because she rarely calls me. It certainly made me feel better! Then I had a dream about a friend I haven't talked to in a very long time and I was sad because I miss her.
I committed to keeping two little girls (3 years and 6 months respectively) for a whole weekend in March. If that won't be good birth control I don't know what will! I'll have them Friday to Sunday. I'm sure it will be fairly easy because they are good kids and hopefully I'll make quite a bit of money!
Sometimes I wonder where I actually live. I live in Colorado, where it is supposed to be snowy and cold. Really that means it will be at least mid-40's all winter. It was 70 this weekend, and today it is supposed to be 60. I love it! I wish I didn't have to baby-sit this afternoon so I could take my little hellion out for a walk and wear her out!
Speaking of, I need to get her back out of her crate. She was making me mad so I put her away for a bit!