It's Been a Crabby Day

Yes, one of those days that you are crabby and you know it. It just started bad. Chase was already napping when I got there at 8 am. And his mother wonders why he doesn't sleep well. Probably because you won't get him on a structured schedule! Grr...so needless to say things were all messed up and he was crabby the rest of the day which was rather frustrating. Then my mom was making me mad. I am planning to stay at a hotel in Omaha next Thursday so I can get home at a decent time on Friday. Well she kept calling and saying "I found this hotel on Travelocity. Oh what about this hotel." This kept going and I tell her I don't care, just pick one. Well, then she's like well no I'll let you do it. Grrr!!! If I am doing it myself then quit calling me and pestering me. I also have to get new tires for my car and she was doing the same thing with them, which I ultimately have to do myself as well. It was really annoying.
Well, I suppose the important news in my life is that Bill and I are no longer. We broke up Tuesday. He was serious, I wasn't. It wasn't working. I thought things were going to be bad between us at first, but then he pulled it together and I think we might be able to become friends. I'm hoping anyway because he is a great guy, I just don't think he's "The One". Now my big dilemma is whether or not to go to the soccer game on Sunday. I can't decide which way to go. It would be easiest not to go, not because I'd see him, but because I don't want to see his family and friends. Would it be bad not to go?

Emotional Crash

So Jenny and I just watched Crash. I am now in a quiet, sad mood. It was a rather depressing movie! There were a few turn arounds, but for the most part it even ended sad! It fits with my mood recently. Sometimes I just get down and then things fall apart. I'm hoping for a turn around though, so we'll see.
Today was a great day of hanging out with Jenny and Lucy. It was nice to be relaxed and not have school stuff hanging over my head. I am hoping this is how my summer will continue!
I've decided that my favorite place to be kissed is my forehead. I feel like it is just the place to kiss people you really care about. It is amazing how it can make you feel better when things are going wrong.
I'm getting really excited to go home in a couple weeks. It has definitely been too long. I am missing it for sure! I can't wait to see everyone and party Midwestern style! While I'm there I'll be doing a fieldwork as well which should hopefully be fun!
Sorry for the short post, but I'm quite tired and ready for bed!

Busy Bee

I've been informed that I've been an update slacker lately so here it is! I feel as though I've been a slacker in many areas of my life currently and I'm ok with it! I keep telling myself that I need to get down to business about these finals, but so far no luck. I have done a few things which is something I guess, but so far nothing substantial.
I was laying in bed last night thinking about something random. The Witness Protection Program. I was thinking about all the people I've met in my 23 years of life (yes I know, I'm old!) and thinking about how I'd obviously never know if someone was in the program. Have I blogged about this before? I know I've thought about it before and discussed it with people. It just fascinates me. I can't ever figure out if going into the program would be worth it or not. I mean if you are married or have kids you can take them with you, but that's it. Is it really worth giving up your family and friends to maybe be safe? I almost think I'd rather take my chances and hope that I could spend some precious time with my loved ones. The down side would be that perhaps they would kill my loved ones and not me which would be even worse. What do you guys think?
I feel like I've been so busy recently and there is no sign of it letting up anytime soon. I don't know why this is. There just seems to be a lot going on right now. And this whole going home for two weeks is going to sneak up on me and it makes me feel even busier.
We are signing a lease tomorrow for our house next year. I'm excited to have it over with and not worry about it anymore. I like the house we picked. It's cute and it has a great backyard. It is a little expensive, but I'm hoping that in the end it will be worth it.
Also tomorrow is a sex toy party thrown by one of my classmates. I'm planning to go, but I don't know how long I'll stay. Not that I don't think it will be fun, I just feel like I've been gone a lot this week and I'd like to be at home. We'll see. I did already inform Bill that I will probably not be purchasing any items! :)
Friday Bill and I are getting sushi. Friend, I'm sad that you didn't like it. I was unsure the first time we went, but then I started craving it so we are going again. I think it might be like beer and wine, a taste that grows on you.
Saturday I'm hoping my best friend Jenny will go shopping with me in Denver. I have a few random clothing items I'd like to look for and what could possibly be a better way to spend my time than SHOPPING with my BEST FRIEND? Hint, Hint: Jenny I really want you to go with me! :)
After all of this fun and excitement finals will be upon me and I really will have to buckle down and study. Good luck to those of you who will also be taking them! And to those of you who aren't....I'm jealous!